I am nothing; An Adelia logic/logical falacy arguement to becoming "good" nothing.

I feel nothing. I have felt many things before. But never a nothingness to this level. I feel absolutely nothing. I am just going through the motions and lacking the majority of my society filter. I am just doing what I am told and then saying what I say. I feel nothing. Normally when one feels empty one feels like one is lacking something so there is a slight feel of loss or when one feels repressed one can feel the emotions behind the surface of feeling. I do not feel a sense of loss or like my feelings will ever come back. Intellectually I know they will which is why I am going through the motions instead of doing what I want. The only needs I feel now are the needs to sleep, eat (occasionally) and use the restroom. I want to sleep and only get up to eat, bathe and use the restroom. Instead I am barely sleeping, barely eating, bathing mostly and spending most of my time working. I am going through the motions of Halloween and classes. I do not care but I know that I will. Now back to the main point and not a tangent of explanation... Since nothing is merely the lack of something, one could argue that I do not feel. I have no feelings. Have none of the feels. Nothing is touching me. Intellectually I am able to process information but it does not sink in. I do not care; I do not feel; I do not love. Since most of the human experience is feeling and having it mean something, one could argue that I am not human. If I am not human and I am not anything else then one could argue that I am nothing. So incidentally feeling nothing has cause me to become nothing. I am nothing.
And that is ok because it doesn't matter. If nothing is ever going to be ok or you lack feelings, then everything becomes ok. The reason for this is that  are able to realize/feel that nothing matters. And if nothing matters then it can harm you but not touch you. I am nothing and that is ok.